Recently, I have grown to love this band even more. They have some of the best lyrics I have heard, and Ace's voice just puts them across so well. It's like everything I want, all in one band. It's pretty saddening that I never got a chance to see them live, although I might still be able to see Ace Enders one day? I hope so, I would snap that chance up. They all seem like really cool people too, I must listen to the Jeff Kummer solo album then later (the drummer), I heard it's pretty good.

Besides that, I'm so upset with myself suddenly. This all just came over after the show last night, and something must have triggered it but I miss people so much. It is ridiculous how much about me, noone really knows. Noone knows that I dated someone for a year a while back, and then they moved to London and now Australia. Noone really knows that besides maybe one person and them themselves. It's just one thing in a long list of things I have fucked up over the years. And it feels like I'm finally ready and have stopped caring enough to just let people know, but I still don't really know what to say. What's done is done. I can't just fly over to another continent to say stuff and be happy again.

FHSAJFKHAKGHSKSHFKAHFJHA

Going to go and listen to TEN again now, because noone reads this and so it's just a good way for me to let out frustration.